14 December, 2009
Seabird - Rescue @19:44
Has been absolutely ages since I last wrote anything here, I know, but there isn't really anything I wanted to say here. I honestly don't know why I still have this blog. I guess I keep it because I can't bear to delete it, and I know when the time comes I'll still renew the domain because I'm vain like that. I mean, I hardly design anything anymore. I hardly write anything either. Nowadays blogs are all so commercial. People blog for an audience. I blog for just me. Just like how it started out in the good ol' days, when HTML and CSS was all you needed, and frames were all the rage. I kind of miss the way-back-when. But I guess when you look back, it's always through rose-tinted glasses, and you gloss over the bad parts, you even forget them, because why remember something if it makes you feel bad? Forget. Forget. Slip into voluntary amnesia and forget.
Before I began rambling on (had to stop myself before I drown in more nonsense), I just wanted to post this song from a new band I discovered. I love discovering new bands I like, even though I know calling it "new" is a bit strange since I realise all the songs I like tend to sound kind of the same, but who cares? I like the things I like. Sure I try new things sometimes, but I always go back to the same kinds of things. It's comforting that way. It's predictable. I like predictable.
I've only got 4 weeks of holidays. I have 3 weeks left. Time just runs out so fast. Too fast. I don't really want to go on my internship. Mainly because it's a whole new environment, and we all know what happens when I throw myself into the unknown sea. I flounder. I struggle to gasp for air. I try not to drown. As much as uni wasn't exactly the funnest place to go to, after 2 and a half years it seems pretty okay. I've actually found some friends. I shrug on familiarity like a well-worn winter coat, because I know what to expect. The cold doesn't hit so hard.
And of course there's the best boy in the world I managed to find. Even though we are so very far away in distance, but not in our hearts.
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