12 June, 2009
Suspended Within This Momentary Eternity @07:34
This is one of those times, when I just want time to stop and live within this moment in eternity. Not because there's anything particularly awesome or great about this moment in time, but rather because everything's just right, because the scale feels balanced. Everything is working out.
This peace won't last long. In a few days I'll be heading back home, and everything will come rushing back, like air in my face when falling down that vertical drop on Oblivion at the Alton Towers theme park today. And who knows what will happen in the future? Every tomorrow is a blank page. That scares me and thrills me in equal proportions. Maybe it's just because I'm in an optimistic mood, and that I'd like to believe this optimism will last, that this goodness will last, that everything will remain like this forever. I don't need to know the truth, I just want to continue to believe in what I know now.
/endcryptic
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This peace won't last long. In a few days I'll be heading back home, and everything will come rushing back, like air in my face when falling down that vertical drop on Oblivion at the Alton Towers theme park today. And who knows what will happen in the future? Every tomorrow is a blank page. That scares me and thrills me in equal proportions. Maybe it's just because I'm in an optimistic mood, and that I'd like to believe this optimism will last, that this goodness will last, that everything will remain like this forever. I don't need to know the truth, I just want to continue to believe in what I know now.
/endcryptic
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