13 July, 2005
Things have been getting better, or maybe I've just been getting better at pushing unwanted thoughts out of my mind. Nothing much of note has been going on in my boring life, except of course, school, which is one hell of a rollercoaster ride that I can't wait to get off.
I've been loving the weather for the past few days, because it's been raining and it's been so cold. It's just easier to lose myself and pretend I'm somewhere else, instead of here and now.
Went to the library this afternoon, before CLAO, and did a bit of A13. Just a bit. And fell asleep for 20 min and it was the best nap I ever had, don't know why. It was just very, very comfortable. I wouldn't have woken up had it not been for the bell. Haha. If not I would have missed CLAO altogether, which wasn't important anyway, since we didn't actually DO anything. Rachel and I sat around vandalising the poor tables.
Choir was... like choir. I was sleepy during combined sectionals, yawning about every 10 min. Fought damn hard to stay awake. But after that when we went for combined, I felt a bit better. It was tiring, but fun in a way. I always complain about choir, about how much time it takes up, about how difficult the song is, about how much I'm sacrificing (actually, am I at all?), but deep down I love it, even though I might not feel like loving it all of the time. It just feels so good to sing together, to hear the notes blend seamlessly in melody, and to think, I'm a part of all this magic.
Decided to join the Interact Club too. Looking forward to mentoring someone. I just hope I don't corrupt any minds or anything. XD
I've been loving the weather for the past few days, because it's been raining and it's been so cold. It's just easier to lose myself and pretend I'm somewhere else, instead of here and now.
Went to the library this afternoon, before CLAO, and did a bit of A13. Just a bit. And fell asleep for 20 min and it was the best nap I ever had, don't know why. It was just very, very comfortable. I wouldn't have woken up had it not been for the bell. Haha. If not I would have missed CLAO altogether, which wasn't important anyway, since we didn't actually DO anything. Rachel and I sat around vandalising the poor tables.
Choir was... like choir. I was sleepy during combined sectionals, yawning about every 10 min. Fought damn hard to stay awake. But after that when we went for combined, I felt a bit better. It was tiring, but fun in a way. I always complain about choir, about how much time it takes up, about how difficult the song is, about how much I'm sacrificing (actually, am I at all?), but deep down I love it, even though I might not feel like loving it all of the time. It just feels so good to sing together, to hear the notes blend seamlessly in melody, and to think, I'm a part of all this magic.
Decided to join the Interact Club too. Looking forward to mentoring someone. I just hope I don't corrupt any minds or anything. XD
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