27 March, 2005
Wasn't going to write. But for some reason, I feel like typing something. So I am.
Homework progress hasn't been very ideal, but I'll live. It's just that I feel so immeasurably stupid whenever I get stuck at a question, because I know everyone else can solve it. And when I see how much damn time I spend on my sums, I feel even worse, because everyone's doing it ten times faster.
Oh yeah. I don't believe I've written about this, but I slipped and fell some time on Tuesday, at the bus interchange. It was damn embarassing, and hurt a lot. So I have come to sustain 2 more bruises, on top of my ice skating ones. And one particularly horrid bruise has been turning a very many colours of late. I wonder when it'll heal. Right now it's like this big purple, red, blue and yellow patch the size of my palm on my left thigh. And it's ugly.
About the happiness thing, I think I'm feeling much better this weekend, mostly because I've been wrapped up about my own problems with homework and stuff. Haha. I just hope to finish half of what I set out to do by tomorrow. Hmm, for some reason, I really do want to go out for lunch with my family tomorrow, or perhaps dinner, but I've been trying not to go out this weekend because I know it'll definitely make me default on my homework again. You see, I have a terrible habit of sleeping after returning home from anything. And it's usually supposed to be a nap, but I can go on for hours and hours and never wake up.
Hmm, tomorrow is Sunday. One more chance to complete my never-ending pile of homework. One more day to catch up with the rest of the class, to try to shift my mind into gear and convince myself that I'm smart. It's not easy. Oh well. And one more thing -- I've decided that I dislike this layout very much. I think I might work on it... damn. I shouldn't distract myself, really. But looking at this ugly... thing, that's supposed to be representative of me? Not my cup of tea, to say the least.
Ah well, if you can't tell, I'm blabbering and going on about nothing in particular, which is a waste of space, so I shall stop here.
Homework progress hasn't been very ideal, but I'll live. It's just that I feel so immeasurably stupid whenever I get stuck at a question, because I know everyone else can solve it. And when I see how much damn time I spend on my sums, I feel even worse, because everyone's doing it ten times faster.
Oh yeah. I don't believe I've written about this, but I slipped and fell some time on Tuesday, at the bus interchange. It was damn embarassing, and hurt a lot. So I have come to sustain 2 more bruises, on top of my ice skating ones. And one particularly horrid bruise has been turning a very many colours of late. I wonder when it'll heal. Right now it's like this big purple, red, blue and yellow patch the size of my palm on my left thigh. And it's ugly.
About the happiness thing, I think I'm feeling much better this weekend, mostly because I've been wrapped up about my own problems with homework and stuff. Haha. I just hope to finish half of what I set out to do by tomorrow. Hmm, for some reason, I really do want to go out for lunch with my family tomorrow, or perhaps dinner, but I've been trying not to go out this weekend because I know it'll definitely make me default on my homework again. You see, I have a terrible habit of sleeping after returning home from anything. And it's usually supposed to be a nap, but I can go on for hours and hours and never wake up.
Hmm, tomorrow is Sunday. One more chance to complete my never-ending pile of homework. One more day to catch up with the rest of the class, to try to shift my mind into gear and convince myself that I'm smart. It's not easy. Oh well. And one more thing -- I've decided that I dislike this layout very much. I think I might work on it... damn. I shouldn't distract myself, really. But looking at this ugly... thing, that's supposed to be representative of me? Not my cup of tea, to say the least.
Ah well, if you can't tell, I'm blabbering and going on about nothing in particular, which is a waste of space, so I shall stop here.
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