28 February, 2005
7 points. A label, an achievement, whatever you want to call it. It's what I've got. Somehow reality hasn't really sunk in yet, considering everything. I can't believe it. It's a good kind of disbelief.
Anyway today went by in a daze. Went to school in the morning and there were like, really few people at the class bench. Chem tutorial was slack, with Esther Tan talking to us and stuff, although we (sadly) did complete the tutorial. Damn. F Maths lecture was worse, especially because Char Kway Teow was our lecturer today... and everyone was cajoling her to release us early. We were doing projections of points and stuff and all that shit I don't understand. Oh dear. I'd better start understanding all of it right now. Yeah, so after F Maths I went to the class bench to slack, sat around and fretted with everyone. Talked to some seniors, didn't feel better at all.
Went back to St Nick's and caught up with everyone. I tell you St Nick's has got to be the most long-winded school ever. To think that I 'got' my results even before they passed out the result slips... shows how slow they are! Valen's sister was looking at the board of names and she saw mine with 8 As... so yeah. I knew my results. Er yes, I got 8 As. Yes, I'm so sorry I had to write that. I know how hard it is to read about other people's accolades because you'll start feeling really shitty yourself, but I'm selfish and I just had to write it down. Ahh.
Hmm, just found out from Timothy that Qi Han and Hua Ming both can't stay 'cos they failed English... I'm sad, now. =( Qi Han is a really fun person with lots of energy... Hua Ming is just like, so cuuute and totally weird. And to be frank, Qi Han is one of the most enthusiastic PRCs in our class... without him to pull the other PRCs along, I guess a lot of things won't be the same any more.
Also, Lay Ning might not be able to stay if her appeal is not successful. I think the best thing I can expect is that she goes to the Arts stream instead. God, all these people leaving. It's almost as painful as if I'm leaving them myself...
Argh. This first three months thing is a double-edged sword. I hate it and love it.
Anyway today went by in a daze. Went to school in the morning and there were like, really few people at the class bench. Chem tutorial was slack, with Esther Tan talking to us and stuff, although we (sadly) did complete the tutorial. Damn. F Maths lecture was worse, especially because Char Kway Teow was our lecturer today... and everyone was cajoling her to release us early. We were doing projections of points and stuff and all that shit I don't understand. Oh dear. I'd better start understanding all of it right now. Yeah, so after F Maths I went to the class bench to slack, sat around and fretted with everyone. Talked to some seniors, didn't feel better at all.
Went back to St Nick's and caught up with everyone. I tell you St Nick's has got to be the most long-winded school ever. To think that I 'got' my results even before they passed out the result slips... shows how slow they are! Valen's sister was looking at the board of names and she saw mine with 8 As... so yeah. I knew my results. Er yes, I got 8 As. Yes, I'm so sorry I had to write that. I know how hard it is to read about other people's accolades because you'll start feeling really shitty yourself, but I'm selfish and I just had to write it down. Ahh.
Hmm, just found out from Timothy that Qi Han and Hua Ming both can't stay 'cos they failed English... I'm sad, now. =( Qi Han is a really fun person with lots of energy... Hua Ming is just like, so cuuute and totally weird. And to be frank, Qi Han is one of the most enthusiastic PRCs in our class... without him to pull the other PRCs along, I guess a lot of things won't be the same any more.
Also, Lay Ning might not be able to stay if her appeal is not successful. I think the best thing I can expect is that she goes to the Arts stream instead. God, all these people leaving. It's almost as painful as if I'm leaving them myself...
Argh. This first three months thing is a double-edged sword. I hate it and love it.
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