15 February, 2005
Made some new friends today, although it isn't the first time that I've actually seen them. For your information, I'm talking about the Artemis people involved in Dramafeste, whom I just started to speak to and learn names. I feel quite happy that I've made a couple more friends -- isn't this what Dramafeste is all about? =) Well it was quite inevitable that we'd get to know each other eventually, because rehearsals get supremely boring at times and we 'classmates' just slack in the wings and stare at the floor/ceiling/etc. Haha. They're quite a fun bunch, but seriously I think it's because most of them are guys. Oh wait, now that I think about it, all of the 'classmates' are guys, except me and another girl (who wasn't present today anyway). Hmm.
Oh yeah, finally gave my V-Day present to Kai Zhi. Yay! Almost lugged it around school the whole day though, boo. Haha.
After Dramafeste (for us slacker extra people), Wei Jie, Eng Liang and I went to run. Bah, but I didn't run a lot. Just one big round, rest, then another big round. So two big rounds cumulative. >< That's not very good, but I had no willpower to carry on. I am so weak. *sigh*
You know, right now the level of enthusiasm in our class seems to have died down. I think it's partly because we've all got off from our high, and also because we're feeling the pressure from our committments and work. Not to mention the horrible date looming about two weeks away... it's been casting a pall on our spirits. You can see it in everyone's eyes and hear it in everyone's tone, and it's quite sad to watch some people go a little down. Since no one from my class is reading this blog (I hope... but if you are, please keep everything you read to yourself...), I guess there isn't any harm mentioning names. One person quite a few of us are concerned about is Da En. Sometimes he acts fine, but you can see that he feels uncomfortable with everyone around him doing much better than he is. The fact that he thinks that he is unable to cope has resulted in him having a very low self-esteem. I know I shouldn't poke my nose into matters that are not my business. Really. But there's something I've said before that I'll say again, and that it's so hard to stand by and watch a friend go through something alone. Isn't it instinctive to want to help? But sometimes help is not appreciated. Not that I think that I'm qualified to offer it at all... truly I think he's better off without my help because I'm horrible at people-matters and I won't know the right words to say or the right things to do and I'll probably end up making things much worse. Ho hum.
Blah, what I've just said doesn't seem to make sense. Thoughts are hard to put down in words. Tomorrow will be such a blah day. I have to get some shit leave form to excuse my bloody self from choir. I hate doing these things, but it's all part of life, isn't it? All this useless admin stuff that we all know is mandatory yet we all feel is extraneous. And why do I have to go through all this trouble of tracking down people's sorry behinds? All in the good name of Dramafeste. Argh. I love it and hate it. Actually I don't think I have much to say about the topic anyway, because I'm not majorly involved in it. Yet it seems like I am, considering the lessons I'm missing just because of it. BLAH.
Oh yeah, finally gave my V-Day present to Kai Zhi. Yay! Almost lugged it around school the whole day though, boo. Haha.
After Dramafeste (for us slacker extra people), Wei Jie, Eng Liang and I went to run. Bah, but I didn't run a lot. Just one big round, rest, then another big round. So two big rounds cumulative. >< That's not very good, but I had no willpower to carry on. I am so weak. *sigh*
You know, right now the level of enthusiasm in our class seems to have died down. I think it's partly because we've all got off from our high, and also because we're feeling the pressure from our committments and work. Not to mention the horrible date looming about two weeks away... it's been casting a pall on our spirits. You can see it in everyone's eyes and hear it in everyone's tone, and it's quite sad to watch some people go a little down. Since no one from my class is reading this blog (I hope... but if you are, please keep everything you read to yourself...), I guess there isn't any harm mentioning names. One person quite a few of us are concerned about is Da En. Sometimes he acts fine, but you can see that he feels uncomfortable with everyone around him doing much better than he is. The fact that he thinks that he is unable to cope has resulted in him having a very low self-esteem. I know I shouldn't poke my nose into matters that are not my business. Really. But there's something I've said before that I'll say again, and that it's so hard to stand by and watch a friend go through something alone. Isn't it instinctive to want to help? But sometimes help is not appreciated. Not that I think that I'm qualified to offer it at all... truly I think he's better off without my help because I'm horrible at people-matters and I won't know the right words to say or the right things to do and I'll probably end up making things much worse. Ho hum.
Blah, what I've just said doesn't seem to make sense. Thoughts are hard to put down in words. Tomorrow will be such a blah day. I have to get some shit leave form to excuse my bloody self from choir. I hate doing these things, but it's all part of life, isn't it? All this useless admin stuff that we all know is mandatory yet we all feel is extraneous. And why do I have to go through all this trouble of tracking down people's sorry behinds? All in the good name of Dramafeste. Argh. I love it and hate it. Actually I don't think I have much to say about the topic anyway, because I'm not majorly involved in it. Yet it seems like I am, considering the lessons I'm missing just because of it. BLAH.
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